We are who we are.

No I am not talking about the song "We R Who We R" by Ke$ha. I am talking about how we are the individuals that we are today. How would you describe yourself? are you satisfied with yourself?, can you look at yourself in the mirror with no regret? This may all sounds sentimental but it's just a way of life. Without being yourself then what's the point of living if you have to act a certain way to please others.

I'm a sophomore in high school, your typical "girl next door" so called goody goody. One thing that most don't know is that i tend to scrutinize things in a much more different way.

My day starts off with me in bed determining if i should eat toast or a bowl of cereal , of course i'd choose the one with less calories leaving me with the toast. I get out of bed and head upstairs to the kitchen to eat my so called "healthy" breakfast i'm not complaining... i'm just hungry and tired of watching everything i eat in order to stay fit. So after my breakfast i head back downstairs to my bathroom and plug in either my flat iron or curling iron: whichever hair-do i'm in the mood for, preferably straight. After my hair is bumped up and lucious i turn to my makeup drawer and the first thing i take out is my cover-up ( my mom says i shouldn't use coverup but i'd prefer to because i'm not to fond of my skin as most teenage girls do) after i have applied a substantial amount of makeup on i leave my bathroom with a golden face and smokey eyes. It's back to my room and turn my ihome on and it's shakira time. i usually just flop on my bed and lay there glaring at my closet and envisage what would would look more appealing on my .... well actually i'd be thinking more of what others would think is cute and of course whatever people at school would like that would be the option even if i were uncomfortable.

Come back tommorow for more.

What If I said ! ,

Let's Refer back to the earlier posts i was talking about "3 years, 36months, and 12 days" well let's just say that has been relit and everything is good.
<3 haha Deja-Vu right.

well i'm still wonder what I like It Loud means ??
any answeres for !?!?!?! hahaha i should go see if there really
is a song called that.

yupp.

Triples, Trippy ?

Jheezie.

Oh WHAT , haha !!!!!

So Things have changed. DAMN !

1)School is fucking Gay .
2)I love my boy <3
3)School is fucking Gay.
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4)School is fucking Gay

Past, And Present ;

Today was pretty legit <3

Got some forms for Oly, wow time goes by fast.
Taking Broadcasting/photography/ & Music Audio.


XOXO

It goes like this,

Things seem to be going good, i wish it could
be going better!

BYE,
XOXO -Maria <3

Toleration!

I am so tired of everything,

Exhaustion is all thats on my mind.

Acquaintance(s) !

I'm kind of craving that change it's sort of like a yearning
sensation I NEED IT! ,

I'm taking my school work seriously, playing the quitar is something important
to me, i 've learned that this weekend. The need to correct gramar can that be a hobby?
I'm kind of liking the fact that i like someone it helps me get my mind
off things and he's really intriguing (; and really amusing to talk to.

I'm loving the night life more and more everyday, its more of my scene.
Being around the influences i need to be around and it's the good kind
which is better for me. I'm learning i like being around older peers
because their sense of maturity is really attractive and totally catches my eye.
So does their individuality. Since i'm always getting told or so i percieve that
i'm mature for my age why not hang around those who are mature.

LOve- Maria

Mhmm , haha !!

Okay today was pretty good, somethings
just get old but i've learned how to deal and ignore
the immaturity of some individuals.
mhmm (:

So skipping rugby, cause i need to catch up on school
work, which is a good excuse. Academics come first.

I skipped out on Azteca i just wasn't feeling it, haha.
but any opportunities i'm not passing up ! that's for sure.
cause apparently i missed out :/

Running maybe, that's if the rain clears up.
or maybe do some situps (; haha

Ahh !

So Today , was kind of boring !
This weekend pretty much was the definition of SUCKS.
haha

Done with homework,
Pre-AP and Math to be exact.

and picking out an outfit for tommorow <3

live It UP!

School sucks, only cause it's fairview haha!
Myspace is lame, that's For'sure (:

Tommorow should be pretty chill/fun/intresting.
seeing ______:] haha mhmm,

Ooh Wee (;

Okay so today started off a little ehh!
but i'm going to change that, mall later and
maybe movies hmm who knows still making
up my mind with what i want to do.

School in two days uhh, i somewhat miss it but then
don't want to go back.