Annoyed, is what i call it!

Wow my parents are annoying as fuh!

and i'm bored havn't done anything for awhile,
lucky for my broho he can do anything and get out
of the house whenver. can you say L U C K Y !!??

It's moderation,.

3 years, 36months, and 12 days !

when it started and now it's to an end, i guess
you can say we ended on good terms and that's all
that matters i'm at least happy where really good
friends. I guess she's more important though but
it's all good.

I have school to worry about and i'm just getting to know
people. haha wow i can't believe we would happend again.
Wow i'm stupid and that's nonsense.

Currently listening to use somebody-Kings Of Leon <3
i love them.

and about to watch some movies.

Today 12.12.09 ;
Taslin spent the night and we had fun we were suppose to go to the
mall yesterday and i was going to study at starbucks(my new routine for fridays)
but we had to go to the commisary.
So today woke up ate breakfeast got dolled up and went to the mall
we got our sweaters we've been wanting, and then got some ice cream.
We eneded up hanging with the boys for alittle and then dropped me off
had a big outburst with mi madre ;/ uhh !
and then they left so a masquerade b-day party.
Now babysitting and listening to music, going to watch
movies later(like i said before).

Days/Months/Years & confused?

You tell me you love me, but then again you could be lying!
This isn't the first this isn't the second nor the last time you will
or have told me you love me. You will always say that and yet
i will be a dumb#$% to believe it and why cause i feel the same to.
But when i said i love you all those times i ment it. Can you prove to me
you ment it to?

It's a win win senario well for you, you tell me you love me i will
most likely tell you i love you and youre getting what you want
my attention but i'm not getting yours because she has yours. We've
had history and maybe we have a future well at least i hope so and
you say we do, so honestly do we?

I can't bare you doing this to me, we made a promise not
to hurt each other indeed i've hurt you once but that's before
we made these promises and yes even if we didn't make a
promise then it was still wrong for me to hurt you but i thought
we got through it. But now after our promises we made you
broke them and thats way more intense then what i did.
With me if you make a promise keep it, like how i did. I promised
not to hurt you and you promised not to hurt me but I guess promises
don't mean anything anymore.

To love is to keep promises, To love is to be honest, We need to have trust babe.
Live up to what you say and i shall do the same.


One day i'll just get sick of being hurt and what if i don't
return your text and i say i'm done?, what will you do?


So what if it was the past now it's present let's start over again ;/
uhhh

I define it special!

Well It seems to me you don't know how i feel
or how you make me feel, maybe you're just confused
and or maybe you don't care.

In movies people play the role of the heart broken one
or the one that always fall for the wrong person, i tend to
play that role alot and i never learn. Lately i've been
constanly getting hurt by you and i know it occures to
you cause you claim to care for me but do you really? .

My head says damn girrl you're crazy for this boy,
&nd my heart says well that's because i care for him.
<3

I hope in the end it'll all work out.