Annoyed, is what i call it!

Wow my parents are annoying as fuh!

and i'm bored havn't done anything for awhile,
lucky for my broho he can do anything and get out
of the house whenver. can you say L U C K Y !!??

It's moderation,.

3 years, 36months, and 12 days !

when it started and now it's to an end, i guess
you can say we ended on good terms and that's all
that matters i'm at least happy where really good
friends. I guess she's more important though but
it's all good.

I have school to worry about and i'm just getting to know
people. haha wow i can't believe we would happend again.
Wow i'm stupid and that's nonsense.

Currently listening to use somebody-Kings Of Leon <3
i love them.

and about to watch some movies.

Today 12.12.09 ;
Taslin spent the night and we had fun we were suppose to go to the
mall yesterday and i was going to study at starbucks(my new routine for fridays)
but we had to go to the commisary.
So today woke up ate breakfeast got dolled up and went to the mall
we got our sweaters we've been wanting, and then got some ice cream.
We eneded up hanging with the boys for alittle and then dropped me off
had a big outburst with mi madre ;/ uhh !
and then they left so a masquerade b-day party.
Now babysitting and listening to music, going to watch
movies later(like i said before).

Days/Months/Years & confused?

You tell me you love me, but then again you could be lying!
This isn't the first this isn't the second nor the last time you will
or have told me you love me. You will always say that and yet
i will be a dumb#$% to believe it and why cause i feel the same to.
But when i said i love you all those times i ment it. Can you prove to me
you ment it to?

It's a win win senario well for you, you tell me you love me i will
most likely tell you i love you and youre getting what you want
my attention but i'm not getting yours because she has yours. We've
had history and maybe we have a future well at least i hope so and
you say we do, so honestly do we?

I can't bare you doing this to me, we made a promise not
to hurt each other indeed i've hurt you once but that's before
we made these promises and yes even if we didn't make a
promise then it was still wrong for me to hurt you but i thought
we got through it. But now after our promises we made you
broke them and thats way more intense then what i did.
With me if you make a promise keep it, like how i did. I promised
not to hurt you and you promised not to hurt me but I guess promises
don't mean anything anymore.

To love is to keep promises, To love is to be honest, We need to have trust babe.
Live up to what you say and i shall do the same.


One day i'll just get sick of being hurt and what if i don't
return your text and i say i'm done?, what will you do?


So what if it was the past now it's present let's start over again ;/
uhhh

I define it special!

Well It seems to me you don't know how i feel
or how you make me feel, maybe you're just confused
and or maybe you don't care.

In movies people play the role of the heart broken one
or the one that always fall for the wrong person, i tend to
play that role alot and i never learn. Lately i've been
constanly getting hurt by you and i know it occures to
you cause you claim to care for me but do you really? .

My head says damn girrl you're crazy for this boy,
&nd my heart says well that's because i care for him.
<3

I hope in the end it'll all work out.

Woot! (: (:

Wow long time;

I havn't been on my log and bloggin since summer.
Dayumn haha

Today was a good day<3 seeing the boyfriend was the best
part(:

uhh let's see Soccer game tommorow,
then shopping and later on movies <3 mhmm.


Study the whole weekend and memorizing the Raven.

Summer 09<3!

Okay so i havn't been on here in forever,
i feel as if my equilibrium is unbalanced but i'll take
care of that.

in the mean time i want to go back to Dallas,
My summer has been great skipping the horrible fact
that i'm in LAME ASS Washington!!! and want to go back to Dallas.

Ooh LaLa!/ <3

Well i'm Dallas,TX(:

i arrived on thursday June twenty-fifth.

Today i woke up around eleven-oh clock P.M.
and went pee haha!, i got relaxed alittle and got
ready to go to Olive Garden.

So i went to Olive Garden and ate delicious food,
and i think the main reason why people go there is for
there bread sticks and salad aha. I love there bread sticks
there my favorite and rasberry lemonade.

Afterwards i went to the mall and got some cute
things from Forever21(XXI) andthat satisfied me.

After that I went to the movies and watched the Proposal.
I la la la love that movie, it was very good indeed. Ryan Reynolds
is a cutie.

Well now i'm off to listen to some music and maybe running.
who knows


......<3

It's been FOREVER!@#$%^&*

Well!Well!Well!
it's been awhile since i've done a blog,
so here i am doing a blog.

So today,
i went shopping WOO-HOO :D
haha, then went out to eat.

Tommorow hopefully hanging with
friends after school <3

Then running afterwards.

SICK ;/ !!

Well i havn't been on here in ages! haha
I'll probably be on later and write about more
stuff, and ETC..


<3

HappyEaster!

Well today is easter!

Had a get together at my house and it
was very nice.

I havn't been on for awhile.
hmm I love the movie Lords Of Dogtown(:


Not really much to say.
haha i'll type more later.

Today was Congenial!&

Well first woke up at 10 then went back
to sleep and woke up at 11:00.,


I oredered some stuff online, and then i went
to go buy paint for my room.

Watched breakfast at Tiffany's.
Cleaned the house, listend to music and
later on going on a long walk.

Cancer ;D
Your imagination could point to a mischievous path.
Listen to what is being offered by others, but ultimately
you decide what would please you. Allow a child to play a strong
role right now. News could provide a surprise opening.
Tonight: Act like there is no tomorrow.

Let Go!;

Well Yesterday i went to go see The Last
House On The left, called some people to see if they
wanted to come but noone picked up ;/. Well oh well i saw
it with Taslin which was phenomenal<3

I sometimes feel like i need to let go with the past,
if i do what if i end up letting go of those special moments.
You guys are my friends and i know this because you guys
have never left my side. Maybe i need to let go of those who
are Inadequate and were never there for me. Except the concept
of those who will do anything.

I will return the FAVOR!

Today i have no clue what's going on.

Aha FCK!/ :)

Alrighty!.,

1st- Was boring, math exam ;/ (math)
2nd-Was very boring (lang/arts/Socialstudies) BLOCK
3rd- blah ;/ (Lang/arts/socialstudies) BLOCK
4th- Was quite intresting Josh is tall and I'm very short :D (exploratory)

Lunch;
Was actually alright and i love my friends <3

5th- was same old 'okay'.
6th- Ariel i love you, aha did lab with my
lover Ariel :D
HOMEROOM- RaiderReview and got my grades
(good grades)

Well today i shall go running! :)

FANTABULOUS;)!@#//

Okay well today went good, today was WONDERFUL!/.
I'm very content with myself . Hmm tonight should be better, people
are coming over.

Yesterday i went to the commisary and then the mall, i got some stuff
:) haha. Tommorow B-day party &nd then maybe movies! MAYBE

Listen to your inner-self and don't let people walk all over
you, cause if you do you'll blend in with the ground. That's what
i learned today. I'm taking one step at a time and balancing some
things at the moment.

FAGGOTS!.,

Aha! well today was quite satisfying.

I got in trouble for some retarded reason.
Lunch was very intresting, and HomeRoom was
the best part of the day. Except for the part this one
person runs there mouth alot haha.

After school just listened to music and talked
to some people.

Tonight i shall watch 90210!

I'm content with the fact that today could've been
way better, but heck i say that all the time. If i havn't been
stubborn or just spoke out i know today would've been
better. In the future i'm just going to start not giving a DAMN.
HAHA :D

People who approach me make sure your not FAKE! losers ;/

That's just great!@#$%

Well!Well!Well! today was just FANTASTIC not.,
well the bus ride wasn't. The rest of today was good.
We had a two hour delay BLAH! i hate two hour delays, so
that means we got off at regular time.
I couldn't come through with giving up candy for lent but
I decided to give up meat(that shall be easy cause i was a
vegetarian).

Bleh YOU live on Lies! Well today made me relize how much people
manipulate and lie to your face but have no problem telling
other people, but when it comes down to it noone can say it to
your face!/.,

I'm Hoping tommorow will be amazing.
& well i have no plans for tommorow so anyone let's make
plans.

OhJeezeOhMan!

Well seemingly i need to give up some stuff for LENT& that shall be
-my laptop (so i won't be on myspace that much)
-My ipod(which is hard I<3music)
-Junk(and type of candy and any type of juice)

So today was quite okay, could've been better though!
First off i went to school(the usual) in the morning talked to
Abby,GabbyDenise,Jonelle,Maybelline,and Jordan.
Headed to first period Math BLAHH!! it was monotonous.
Second&Third was my block and that was quite adequate.
Fourth period was Exploratory with Wilikie and that was fun.
Fifth was Math lab i know i dont need that class well
it was very funn because i saw that kid Travon haha ;P.
Sixth period was also monotonous but the best part is i love some of
the people in there. Homeroom was okay we watched Raider
Review and i sat with alyson and Christian.

Came Home and was thinking of somethings to give
up for lent maybe i should work on my perspectives
on some things!